For Paris.... With Love.

Its moved on.
In that breath.
In that heart beat.
In that flash of white.
It moved on.

I waited for the sweet music to be right
I waited for the words to sound right
But as the river flows, it moved on.
It was not in a hurry, but gently, it moved on.

I long for that fresh feeling.
I long for that first thought.
When it was all raw, not decorated and beautifully flawed.
Never felt it again, it just moved on.
The warmth left me, it just moved on.

The art is now white.
The lyrics are no more a song.
The deepest corners of my heart,
longed for too long....
fought for too long....
smiled and cried, for too long...

Its fading now.
But, the blue is now the new red or yellow.
How it still lingers
How it still mellows inside me like an unsettling happy feeling.
I believe the paths will cross.
I will find, what I have lost.
But, it has moved on .....

Journey!

Passing fields both
dark and green,
far away lost cars
finding home somewhere
in between ....
Journey, is beautiful!

Bidding farewell for the day.
Blurring horizon, melting sun
and a few birds in the fray ....
Tired by man,
finding their promised land.
Somewhere in between...
Journey, is beautiful!

Twisting and turning
she moves.
Slowing and surging,
the good old wagon moves ...
Maybe finding a place to rest.
To tell her tales, cry and regress.
Somewhere in between ...
Journey, is beautiful!

I, in the middle of it all.
Trying to learn all this
superior code ....
Why it happens again ?
Why do they NEVER fail ..
How these immortals
never loose faith ....
And come back everyday...
Guiding us to your fate..
Somewhere in between..
Journey, is beautiful!

Restless, yet sure
while writing to u ...
With all my heart ..
Another of those
modest tales ...
Finding solace,
warmth and
a place ...
Somewhere in between ....

Journey!

Clouds, Castle and the firefly

I saw the firefly,
over the silhouette

of the deep dark trees,

in the shadow of

the shimmering castle

I saw the firefly.

I heard the voice,

in the thuderous winds,

from the narrow trench

of my deep sobbing heart,

I heard the voice.

I felt your miff in the night

among a thousand things,

the only that shines bright.

I felt your miff tonight.

I was tricked allright!

Your sweet messenger

eluded my eye.

To bid farewell to my plight,

it sank deep down inside

kissing away my drenched heart,

its feels allright.

O firefly! It feel allright.

I whisper .... And

It flies,

away to the angel,

sleeping in the castle

on this starry starry night,

it kisses her goodnight

listening my whisper,

she smiles ....

I hope she smiles ...

Maybe a tear rolls down her eye

because something shined very bright

Cant make out from far down here

but maybe she smiled.....

Getting back up- July 2011

Free Flow in natural repose,
I move up and see it up close,
the resounding splendor and glow,
Truest GREEN is on show.

Calm flow in natural repose,
Quivering old braided dressed lone truck
crawls up the hills to see it up close,
"Something fresh, Indeed!", he goes,
Truest GREEN is on show.

Divine flow in natural repose,
the smoke rings, curls, twists, turns
drifting to the heaven' to see it up close,
Magic patterns emerge,
as if trying to break the superior code,
Truest GREEN is on show.

Myths are busted soon you know,
Evil. Heat. Red all return and becomes the flow
smothering the quiet repose.
Soaked and dirty kids sneak in their sweet warm homes,
" It was raining mom, you know".
" It was raining mom, you know"
" It was raining mom, you know".

Raining .. June, 2011

It rains, It rains, It rains ..
Endlessly, tirelessly,
over the mountains,
across the valley's,
over villages, cities and capitals,
Into rivers, oceans and puddles,
Selflessly, it rains, it rains, it rains ....

It rains , it rains, it rains,
Endlessly, Tirelessly,
Across faces smiling and drenched,
Over roads and highwyas,
cracked off the scorching sun,
into courtyards of warm homes,
Selflessly, it rains, it rains and it rains ..

It rains, it rains and it rains,
Endlessly, tirelessly
Across heavens and god's doors,
forsaken and tyrannical lands too,
Into forest greens and flower grasslands,
Selflessly, it rains, it rains and it rains ..

It rains, it rains and it rains,
Across my mind,my thoughts and actions
Into my heart, caressing my soul
and making me powerless!
Ah! Sometimes to make her smile and dance,
Sometimes to make me sulk and hide my cry,
Selflessly, it rains ,it rains and it rains ....

Summer- Sick! - June 2011

What's the fever,
In my head,
gripping my body,
toying my heart,
What's the fever.

What's the fever,
the crowding around,
same old cover up's,
the wholesome fake,
What's the fever.

What's the fever,
the running around in  8,
selling souls for buying gains,
What's the fever.

What's the fever,
love, a blurring reality.
lust, disguised in love ?
What's the  BiG fever.

Sunshine- May- 2011

An angel came to your cradle,
and kissed you goodbye,
saying you will be like me,
just that you won't fly.

You learned life,
and you were everyone's delight,
you would dance, sing and play
like god's own 'ETERNAL' darling' ways.

You grew up to become,
just like her,
all wise and beautiful,
with a heart so simple,
and soul so pure.

Now as you move on,
into a world with its wordly affairs,
and dark ways,
you stand like a bright light,
like an angel, as she said.
like an angel, as she said.
like an angel, as she said.

p.s Its not complete, the complete one is owned by, Miss Sunshine!

Dark Clouds- Lost - April 2011

This pain is for real...

I thought it was a spark,
as it happens in these years of our lives,
when you see a girl and you think
" This is it, she is my life".

I thought it was Yellow or Red,
as it happens in these years of our lives,
when a girl smiles n blossoms when she looks at you
and you think
" This is it, she is all its worth living for"

I thought it will all go away,
will grow out of it,
but everyday, i woke up,
smiled to myself and said,
" THIS IS IT, she makes my DREAMS every night and day"

I thought if its love, she will knw,
Without me speaking it, she will knw,
That how love is, isn't it ?
When its in your eyes ...
All there.. shinning and pure.

I even searched wilderness and seclusion,
You know,
To find some solace for my troubled soul..
But the solace was still in my dreams,
You know,
where we both are all smiling and happy,
lying in middle of nowhere,
you knw,
till eternity!, you knw.
till eternity!, you knw.

I knw, by now, she knws.
Its just  too evident, I knw.
I am not the one in her eyes, I knw.
and i have to make peace with it for sure.
But this pains to no end, you know.

I wish her well,
for her ship that sails soon.
From the harbors from where i knw her too,
Over the waves of life,
Where, i wish she meets the best one ever.

For me, i am happy in my dreams,
You knw.
where she is still there,
where we both are all smiling and happy,
lying in middle of nowhere,
you knw,
till eternity, you knw.
till eternity, you knw.

or maybe she is swinging on the swing! :D

Deep inside, i knw our waves would cross again too,
As i believe in Destiny and Chance for sure,
and there is something between us,
Which she might realize sometime soon,
and give us a try, for sure....
No NAME, No RELATION, No wordly affairs,
But a feeling of togetherness,
Does and Will bind us for sure..
will bind us for sure ...
will bind us for sure ...

Snuff! March 2011.

I know

this is a place i have been,

coz this is a play i have seen,

these are the acts i have known,

coz i had played them perfectly.

life has come a full circle.

I think.

this is the place i have been,

coz this is a play i have seen,

these actors still look so keen,

unaware to lie cold tonight anonymously..

life has come a full circle.

I wish...

This place should not have been,

coz this play is just too mean,

This final act is NO pretendin,

coz the BULLET fired is to kill.

Life has come a full circle.

if only i could stop him

A young pawn like me,

who played it perfectly,

who played it perfectly,

who 'PLAYED' it P.E.R.F.E.C.T.L.Y.

Cheers to Anonymous ... To Tell you

 As This heart speaks what..my lips do not.
Ah where to find a place , A place to take you where.
Shall bleed my heart to you , its hope and its despair.
                                                                     
Wishes Lurking in me somewhere,
May Come true if I could dare.
To tell this dream ain’t devoid of you,
I find you with me there.
To tell you that I LOVE,
And tell you that I CARE.

Bb , now you not here..I feel soo low.
this soul sublimes and I ‘am’ to.. follow-you                                                            

Some times in my illusions..
I feel you in the air.
A moment you were smiling,
And other you weren’t there.
If  I could,
Tell you that I  LOVE
could tell you that I CARE.
...to tell you that I lOVE ..oh and tell you that I CARE.

P.S : Not Owned by Me.