Dark Clouds- Lost - April 2011

This pain is for real...

I thought it was a spark,
as it happens in these years of our lives,
when you see a girl and you think
" This is it, she is my life".

I thought it was Yellow or Red,
as it happens in these years of our lives,
when a girl smiles n blossoms when she looks at you
and you think
" This is it, she is all its worth living for"

I thought it will all go away,
will grow out of it,
but everyday, i woke up,
smiled to myself and said,
" THIS IS IT, she makes my DREAMS every night and day"

I thought if its love, she will knw,
Without me speaking it, she will knw,
That how love is, isn't it ?
When its in your eyes ...
All there.. shinning and pure.

I even searched wilderness and seclusion,
You know,
To find some solace for my troubled soul..
But the solace was still in my dreams,
You know,
where we both are all smiling and happy,
lying in middle of nowhere,
you knw,
till eternity!, you knw.
till eternity!, you knw.

I knw, by now, she knws.
Its just  too evident, I knw.
I am not the one in her eyes, I knw.
and i have to make peace with it for sure.
But this pains to no end, you know.

I wish her well,
for her ship that sails soon.
From the harbors from where i knw her too,
Over the waves of life,
Where, i wish she meets the best one ever.

For me, i am happy in my dreams,
You knw.
where she is still there,
where we both are all smiling and happy,
lying in middle of nowhere,
you knw,
till eternity, you knw.
till eternity, you knw.

or maybe she is swinging on the swing! :D

Deep inside, i knw our waves would cross again too,
As i believe in Destiny and Chance for sure,
and there is something between us,
Which she might realize sometime soon,
and give us a try, for sure....
No NAME, No RELATION, No wordly affairs,
But a feeling of togetherness,
Does and Will bind us for sure..
will bind us for sure ...
will bind us for sure ...